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life’s hard, get over it…

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I have glasses, but I choose not to wear them, 

I also have contacts and I choose not to wear them…

Sometimes not being able to see things is a gift…

being blind most of the time means I can’t see my friends waving at me from far away, which always becomes awkward later…

BUT, it also means:

I don’t have see the gross couple basically eating each other’s faces sitting right across from me on the subway.

I don’t have to see the ugliness of this world,

because I choose not being able to see.

(Source: lovejialove)

…i wish it could rain now…

Isolophobia - fear of solitude, being alone

gotta catch them all~
we sometimes think we want to disappear, but all we really want is to be found
this is actually my entry for bubz… but it’s so like… idk… spiritual(?) is that the word?? i don’t think so, but read it, you will know what i mean…  or not… my name is jia, and i actually had to go make this picture by myself, i want to tell you my story…ever since the age of 7, i knew i want to become a singer, all because i saw the 看我72变 mv, i’m sure you’re familiar with it, it was so fascinating, i simply fell in love with her, and i fell in love with performing…and my dream ever since that day has been to become the next Queen Of Pop in Asia, as cheesy and unrealistic as that may sound, i still haven’t given up and it’s been a total of 11 years, i picked up dancing on the way, and perfecting myself year by year. gone from girl with shaky voice due to stage fright to the fierce lady who wowed the whole school at cultural fair (with 舞娘) !! performing became a part of my life, i live to entertain, there is literally nothing i see myself doing except being on stage and having fans chant my name (which is kinda a frustrating situation since i need to pick a major for college, because i am chinese, and 中国的家庭不可能样孩子拿performing arts 当 主科) but that is not going to stop me, it’s just that i will have a slow start than most people in the entertainment world. i want to be like Jolin, with my true talents, patience and endurance, i know i will succeed, because that is what makes me happy, so i will never stop singing or dancing or acting until i get what i want. i will do anything and everything to achieve my dream.They say that i can’t do it, no way that i will make it, you are not talented enough, or you will give up as soon as you feel the pain of being in the public’s eye 24/7.But what they don’t know is that i have prepared myself for this for 11 years, i think i am ready to finally reach out and grab the dream, because i have been chasing it for as long as i can remember and now i can finally see it right there…i am ready for failure after failure, criticism after criticism, it’s not going to be a smooth ride, but i think it’s too late and too much fun to give up and get off now.The picture is a timeline of what jolin’s done ever since her debut, i want to be like that too, not to copy her, but学习她的绝不服输的精神. Through performing and being in the entertainment world, i want to find myself, know who i really am as a person, and eventually become a role model and 好例子 to people who are like me.This all started because of one person, Jolin 蔡依林, she triggered those thoughts in me, and i’m thankful that she did. I guess i wrote too much, feel free to delete it, but i guess i was pouring my heart out to you, you understand me right? since you’re kinda a celebrity too, i bet you had dreams too… yeah, sooooo i spent 1hr writing this, it should definitely be a ENGLISH PAPER!!
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